Connecting

I recently reconnected with a few of my "older" friends. One is one I look up to and she's been friends with the family for years. I just haven't gotten the opportunity to see her much over the years and was very glad to be able to sit down and talk with her. The other was one of my high school best friends. I haven't seen her for about 5 years now. Yet, still being with her was like going back in time. I was actually having fun and joking around and laughing. I felt good again. I felt sort of like I was back in HS. Not that I don't laugh or joke or have fun but it was in a different way this time. A more relaxed time. Being with both friends made me rethink my attitude on myself. I need to take better care of myself, emotionally and physically.
I want to feel happy all the time. For myself and no one else.


On a another note.

My Weekend so far...
Has been dog sitting....and cleaning up pee!! and the darn dog is housebroken!!! Is it bad to want to throw a dog outside in this weather and wish it luck?? I would of course never do that but come on! It's already left my robe, husband's shoe and a pair of pants covered in piss! And it went on my carpet and twice in my son's room and in my kitchen!! I'm not fond of the dog now! And it's only for the night! I can't wait for it's owners to come and get the little rat dog!

Now on that note I'll leave you, I have to go and wash my robe, again. it still stinks!